I barely know where to begin. It took me a while to absorb everything, but finally I made it to bed at least. I`m not sure whether I`ll get any sleep, though. I`m still shaky, and my mind is preoccupied with thoughts.
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Okey, then. Drag and fetal position. Maybe not the most obvious choice, but it`s funny how life takes you places you would never foresee. I guess it`s an advantage not knowing. On the other hand it`s nice to see what`s being said about people and their ability to adjust, actually fits. To even consider dating in this state of mind, is outrageous. At least uncommon. Even I got a bit surprised. But then again, I`m left wondering. I tend to shift between enthusiasm and anguish. I realize this is controversial, even among my loved ones, who know me well. However, when I decide on something, that`s usually how it plays out. Nothing can stop me. No one can stop me. While there is life, there is hope.
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